Spiritual Doldrums

When the kids were little there was a book and video called The Phantom Tollbooth. In the story, the main character gets lost in a place called the Doldrums.

The "doldrums" are actually a geographical band where there is little wind; and so, back in the day, sailing ships that found themselves in the "doldrums" might be trapped there for days.

That's kind of where I'm finding myself these days--in a spiritual doldrums.

At my church, Hopedale, there is currently a feeling of a great movement of the Spirit that is growing among the people.  It's really pretty exciting.

But personally, it's not there. I look at my own life (spiritually speaking) and think that I'm really sitting around and doing nothing.  I know that we all have our busy schedules, family issues, jobs, social networks (both real and virtual), and a host of excuses of why we keep putting our Kingdom work aside. But that's kind of the point; there are too many other things that get in the way of serving the one that we claim is GOD.

I was just reading a passage in The Gospel According to Luke, chapter 8. It fit me...and that's not a good thing.
Here's what it says:

⁴ While a large crowd was gathering and people were coming to Jesus from town after town, he told this parable: ⁵ “A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path; it was trampled on, and the birds ate it up. ⁶ Some fell on rocky ground, and when it came up, the plants withered because they had no moisture. ⁷ Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up with it and choked the plants. ⁸ Still other seed fell on good soil. It came up and yielded a crop, a hundred times more than was sown.”

   When he said this, he called out, “Whoever has ears to hear, let them hear.”

 ⁹ His disciples asked him what this parable meant. ¹⁰ He said, “The knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of God has been given to you, but to others I speak in parables, so that,

   “‘though seeing, they may not see;
   though hearing, they may not understand.’^[a]

   ¹¹ “This is the meaning of the parable: The seed is the word of God. ¹² Those along the path are the ones who hear, and then the devil comes and takes away the word from their hearts, so that they may not believe and be saved. ¹³ Those on the rocky ground are the ones who receive the word with joy when they hear it, but they have no root. They believe for a while, but in the time of testing they fall away. ¹⁴ The seed that fell among thorns stands for those who hear, but as they go on their way they are choked by life’s worries, riches and pleasures, and they do not mature. ¹⁵ But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.

Did you see me? Did you see yourself?
Here is where I saw John; right in the midst of these words:  The seed that fell among thorns stands for those who hear, but as they go on their way they are choked by life’s worries, riches and pleasures, and they do not mature.

"...choked out by life's worries, riches and pleasures, and they do not mature."

But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.

It's odd that when we read these passages as believers, we always think of ourselves as "good soil" kind of people. I wonder what the people watching us would say. I wonder (and fear) what God would say.

Have you checked the crop lately? Mine is in need of some work.

John